I didn’t know Cassie personally, but I did know someone going through similar struggles: Kim Porter. Now, it seems the investigation into Kim Porter’s death might be reopened because pages from her tell-all book have leaked online, and the details are far more disturbing than we ever imagined.
It turns out the rumors about Diddy physically abusing her, leaving her severely injured multiple times, were true. When word got out that Kim had written a tell-all book, an email surfaced from someone at the publishing company accusing Diddy of using his power to stop the book’s release. This made people suspicious because it seemed Diddy wouldn’t go to such lengths if the book didn’t contain damaging information about him.
It looks like those suspicions were spot on. The details in Kim’s book are extremely traumatic and would have severely damaged Diddy’s reputation if released. Allegations of Diddy’s abuse aren’t new; many have accused him, including his former bodyguard Gene Deal and Kim’s close friend Sahara Lotti, who even went as far as to claim that Diddy used Kim as an Illuminati sacrifice. Yes, you read that right; this situation runs deep.
Gene Deal recounted a violent altercation he witnessed between Kim and Diddy, during which Kim allegedly cut Diddy’s wrist. According to Gene, the fight began when Diddy accused Kim of cheating. “His right hand was in a bandage,” Gene recalled. “That night, Paul called me to meet him at St. Luke’s hospital. Diddy had a white T-shirt wrapped around his wrist because Kim defended herself with a corkscrew from a wine bottle. He nearly hit an artery and kept bleeding. From that point, he became hooked on pain medication. The injury from his right wrist was a constant reminder of Kim.”
Kim’s book also claims that Diddy broke her nose on a yacht. Allegedly, this incident was confirmed by people in Kim’s circle, who said Diddy attacked her over suspicions of infidelity. Reports suggested that after breaking her nose, Diddy secretly flew in a plastic surgeon to prevent the media from finding out. A source told Media Take Out, “By 2:00 a.m., they were arguing loudly, and it continued for hours. Around 7:00 a.m., there was screaming. Diddy brought in a specialist from Geneva. Kim claimed she hurt her nose by banging it on a table.”
Cassie’s experiences with Diddy are similar to Kim’s. The physical abuse continued until Kim’s death, sparking speculation that Diddy was involved in her demise to prevent the release of a tell-all book. This book allegedly detailed the abuse Kim endured, Diddy’s secret parties, and how he forced her into encounters with other men. Shortly before its release, Kim died, and Diddy’s lawyers intervened to halt the publication. A leaked text from the publishing company to Kim’s family indicated that Diddy had taken legal action to stop the book. The text read, “Sean has blocked Kim Porter’s book from being published. His lawyers have pressured all parties involved. They have three business days to surrender any information, footage, documents, etc., containing private information about him or Kim. Legal paperwork was served to at least two individuals involved last Thursday. Just thought I’d let you know.”
Fortunately, an email from one of Kim’s publishers leaked online, giving us a summary of some shocking revelations from Kim’s book. The email stated, “I was devastated to read about what Kim endured and witnessed during her relationship with Diddy. The book details Diddy’s gay relationships, footage of those encounters, the men he slept with, STDs, Diddy giving Usher an STD, and a dramatic encounter between Diddy and Usher’s mom. It also mentions Mary J. Blige being pregnant by Diddy and the incident where Kim pushed him down the stairs in 2007, breaking his foot. Additionally, it describes how she used a strap-on to please Diddy and would cry hysterically alone afterward. She also protected Al B. Sure by warning him to avoid certain places to keep him safe from Diddy.”
The publisher’s summary turned out to be accurate because some pages of the book were recently leaked, and everything was indeed written by Kim herself. For the first time, we heard Kim’s own account of what really happened. According to the leaked pages, Diddy became violent after she received flowers from a producer. Kim didn’t even know who the flowers were from at the time, but when she tried to explain, Diddy attacked her before she could finish. He hit her with a chair, causing severe injuries that landed her in the hospital with a badly damaged face. The producer who sent the flowers died suddenly from pneumonia a few days later.
The book excerpt read, “Sean yelled, ‘No, so who the f* are they from?’ I was bewildered and told him honestly, ‘I don’t know, probably just a fan.’ He threw the attached card at me. I picked it up to read it. Sean slapped me so hard I hit the ground. He yelled, ‘Who the f* were you with the other night?’ I looked down at the card next to me, and it read, ‘The other night was amazing. We must do it again.’ I tried to explain, ‘Sean, I didn’t even know…’ He threw the flowers at me. ‘That’s not how this works. You have my child; you don’t touch anyone unless I allow it.’ I pleaded, ‘Sean, please…’ He yelled, ‘What?’ I tried to calm him down, but he screamed at me, ‘So you didn’t tell him to back off?’ I said, ‘Sean, I didn’t…’ And then, out of nowhere, he hit me with a chair. I don’t remember anything after that until I woke up in a hospital room. My arm was in a cast, hanging from a sling. My face hurt; my eyebrow and lip were in immense pain. As I came to, the first face I saw was his. He spoke blandly, ‘Tell them you had a car accident; they’ll pity you, that you hit your head.’ He was going to make me look crazy; they were going to believe him. He was a kingpin. Sean spent the next six months helping me to heal and working his way back into my life and bed. I was so damn stupid. From what I understand, the producer died of pneumonia.”
Guys, the craziest thing is that what I shared is just a couple of paragraphs from that book, not even the whole thing. Can you imagine what the entire book contains and all the things Kim said? Do you remember when I mentioned Kim’s best friend accusing Diddy of using Kim for a sacrifice? She revealed this in a shocking interview on that infamous podcast. She said that after Diddy repeatedly attacked Kim physically, Kim tried to leave, but he would coerce her into staying. He even offered her a million dollars at one point to come back because he couldn’t live without her. Apparently, Diddy was mixed up in a lot of dark and spiritual things, and Kim was the only light in his life. On one hand, she couldn’t stand him; she even told me she didn’t like his scent. But on the other hand, she loved him. She said he wasn’t the same person he used to be.
So, it was like he changed based on what kind of place he was in—whether he was in the light or the dark. That was the constant. Sometimes he’d be back to normal, back to himself. To be honest, after she passed, a lot of things came to light that I feel she had been hiding. He was a bad dude. But Kim was ride or die for him. He offered her a million dollars once because he felt her pulling away. He called her, crying hysterically, saying, ‘Please, I can’t do this without you. I’ll give you a million dollars.’ She should have taken the money, but she never did.
When Diddy started seeing Cassie and showing her off, Sahara claims Kim told her that she felt sorry for Cassie because Cassie had no idea the type of hell she was about to go through. Sahara also dismissed the rumors about Kim participating in Diddy’s wild parties with other men. Apparently, that was only something he did with Cassie because he knew Kim would never agree to it. Cassie was only 19 when they started dating, so it was easier for him to manipulate her into doing things she didn’t want to do.
“Did she tell you about any of the crazy stuff going on at Diddy’s house?”
“I had a sense of it. I knew she had some weird suspicions, especially about the Cassie situation. Diddy was publicly with Cassie, but he’d blow up Kim’s phone all day long. I was confused by what was really happening. I asked her about Cassie, and she said she felt sorry for her. I asked why, and Kim said, ‘Better her than me.’ There’s no way Kim was involved in those wild parties. I think Kim was the one who made Diddy feel pure and clean. She was his front, his face to the world.”
This is when Sahara dropped a bombshell about Diddy, claiming he used Kim as a sacrifice to appease demons he’s supposedly worshiping. She said, “Kim and I were supposed to go to Palm Springs, but she called me that day and said, ‘I can’t go.’ I asked why, and she said, ‘Puff called; he wants me to go to the Turks and Caicos,’ and she felt like she had to go. I found it weird because something seemed off about her. She seemed different, not herself. This was right before Diddy’s 50th birthday party, where we were supposed to go together. Kim called me three times asking if I was coming, and I kept saying I was. But on the day of the party, she never called. When I reached out, her response was strange, mentioning something about the girls coming into town. Then I saw pictures of her at the party, and she didn’t even look like herself. A few days later, she told me she had a crazy flu. When I spoke to her on the phone, her voice sounded off, guttural and strange, not her usual melodic tone. I asked if she was okay, and she texted me the next day saying, ‘Kimberly down.’ The following day, she was gone.”
“Oh my god, seriously? Whoa. Vanessa, I honestly felt like this was a spiritual death, like something sinister was happening. It seemed like whatever dark energy he had was in her. His energy was incredibly dark during the funeral; I couldn’t even greet him.”
As you can see, Diddy allegedly put Kim through hell until she died. Sahara’s claims might hold some truth, suggesting that he used her spirit for sinister purposes. People have their own theories about this. One person commented, “He got to her before she could release that book, and I will forever believe that.” Another added, “Why do so many people close to him die from pneumonia or some respiratory illness or heart attack around the time they were about to release a book? Heavy D, Andre Harrell, Kim Porter, Al B. Sure, and Christopher Williams? Still alive, but the illnesses and deaths have too many similarities.”
Now, I want to hear your thoughts. What do you think about Kim’s book being exposed? Do you believe that Diddy had her killed? Share your thoughts in the comments below